someone is listening

Do you ever have the feeling that someone out there is listening to what you say and sending your way what you are asking for? 

Something like a couple of months ago I was sitting with Ben in my current favorite cafe in Amsterdam where I usually go alone with Nino to eat delicious food and write or read my book.

I saw some people climbing the stairs and said out loud to Ben: I would really love to see the room they have upstairs before leaving Amsterdam (it’s a space they rent for private events only) and then forgot about that.

While I was in Italy in April a woman from Amsterdam reached me out inviting me to read tarot and facilitate a dance workshop at a party she was organizing for a friend. The event was supposed to happen in the South of Amsterdam (pretty far away from where I live). 
I was so excited about this opportunity and what she was planning that I said yes.

A couple of weeks later she told me they were thinking of changing location and, with my great surprise, the new place they were thinking of was exactly the first floor of my favorite spot.

And so it was! Just in one day the Universe met several of my desires and I didn’t have to do so much but saying YES and going for it!

This is how last Saturday the magic happened: I had an amazing night with a group of 20 beautiful and open women (the biggest group so far for me) where I had the great chance to do everything I love in a place I love. We started the night with a little dance workshop, then we had an energy reading of the guest of honor and I offered tarot readings to whoever felt like asking a question to the Tarot.

I don’t hide that the day before I started self doubting and hesitating, but I managed to get into the flow connecting with my body, dancing, meditating and joining a super deep breath work journey the night before (that always helps get the ego bullshit out of my system).

I loved every single moment of Saturday night: the honesty of the women sitting in front of me at the tarot table, the energy of the space, the guys working there (who also asked for a tarot reading) and being able to show up, exactly as I am, without trying to be perfect and have everything sorted out and clear. Some things went different than I expected but I took whatever it was coming with full presence and acceptance, and this is all I needed. 

I was in service from 17 to 23,30 and I was so much in the flow that the time went super fast and I even forgot to eat (that is very rare to me). This is what I was dreaming when I quit my job at the end of 2019: being able to do something I love so much and I am so passionate I don’t even realize how fast the time is going and on top of that, being paid for it.

Why I am telling this? Not to brag or show how lucky I am, but just because even only one year ago all this looked impossible to me and so far away from my life. I am deeply experiencing that the personal work and inner shifts reflect outside in our reality and can work for anyone.

There is a sentence from a song I love that says: “when I ask for what I want somehow it found me”.
Please never stop dreaming and asking loud for you desires, because someone out there is listening to you.